Midnight Exploration

I am learning the ropes.  Doing it one "baby step" at a time. I know I need to do this.  I have been asked a lot of times.  I keep on ignoring "the call".  Now I am in a situation that I have no choice but to take a leap of faith and never look back. At the hindsight, it seems easy. But at the forefront, it's like going to a nursery school and learning the alphabet.  On top of that, I don't have the luxury to do this in the morning because I have to wear different hats, i.e., Mom, Wife, Consultant, Entrepreneur, etc.

There are so many things going on my mind in the morning that could have been a great blog material but will slowly vanish come evening.  But I don't mind.  In the first place, God brought me in blogsphere because I am called for a mission and part of that mission is to explore and learn. By doing so, I am stumbling upon a lot of topics, snippets and possibilities.  I'll just let it flow and lead me where I should be.  It has been like this anyways for almost 34 years.  I should say it is in a way...mystical and divine. 

Although this exploration has it's setback as well. I am always on the lookout waiting for clues and cues".  There are always lots of surprises.  So if you are not in for one, this is such a tough act to follow.

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But it excites me all the more to know that there are a lot of things coming up.  My life has been one big exploration from the start.  A path that is not new to me.  I have mixed emotions at times but I try to face everything head on. I didn't say nothing scares me. To be honest, I have a lot of apprehensions. But I am always willing to try, willing to learn and willing to surpass God's surprises with flying colors.  I know there are so much more before I truly learn the ropes. But in time I will...